Where exactly is my home
If it's here why do I feel alone
Darkness creeping slowly
As the sun set down the alley

VARSITY BOAT RACE 2016

Alhamdulillah- Countless blessing were given to us this year!


Varsity Boat Race 2016 at Kompleks Sukan Air Putrajaya

Pusat Kecemerlangan Sukan (PKS)- Malaysia has been blessed to walk home with overall champion for Rowing event. No words could explain how grateful we are upon this award. All we hope for is that this achievement would open up a way for this event to be continued in the upcoming years with great hope Rowing would be known by younger generation especially in Malaysia.

Personally, this is my fight to retain and preserves the gold medal we had achieved last year for Women LW4- and Alhamdulillah syukur we managed to do it with hard work and perseverance (cewah skema gila). Honestly, they wasn't my best strokes and we did mistakes here and there but than again, I'm blessed with such strong crews and couldn't asked for more. They are the best I could wish for. They did not give up eventho we row is such choppy water and strong wind. Plus they already cope so much with me babbling throughout the training sessions. thank you guys! And thank you for believing in me (As always, weight is my main problem). Honestly, I've come to the point where I felt like giving up but knowing how much you guys had sacrificed, drive me on. You guys are amazingly oarsome!



And for women 8+, we did our best and silver is all we got BUT its perfectly fine. Its shows that we need more improvement and on water training, together in the future and because this is my last event and probably my last stroke as a rower, I wish you guys the best for next VBR and claim those golds next year girls! All those sweat, tears, bruises, and tanning session will surely paid off!



I'm going to miss you guys, A LOADS!

And I do now, already. xoxo

3 Gold, 2 Silver, 2 Bronze

Signing off,
Rower-Bowman-Crew

How does it feels like to have something taken away from you?

Internship in Jungle (As One Might Think)

Hi people. Assalamualaikum!

I was planning to drop off to tell you guys all that happened during my first day of internship but seriously I'm dead tired and almost collapsed (Read: Fall asleep) during Terawih HAHAHAHA so instead of my first day, I will sum them up in a weekly post plus I will turn this into my log diary for this 3months.

So stay tuned! as this is only the beginning of a new chapter teehee

love,
Afika.


So let us just continue from this post shall we?

The first day of internship went so well I almost do nothing lol. Ouh undergo my Internship at

Pusat Penyelidikan Bioteknologi Glami Lemi Universiti Malaya
Institut Sains Biologi, Fakulti Sains
Jelebu, Negeri Sembilan



No it's not in Kuala Lumpur. Glami Lemi is a branch of UM which have special purposes mainly in agriculture at which they are having research and manufacture of Scizophyllum commune or known as Cendawan Kukur. Honestly, I didn't asked for this. Doing biotech for FYP, I was hoping to continue something related with biotech however, to my surprise, "Kalau awak nak buat research, balik buat dekat universiti awak. Here, saya akan ajar awak on administration, marketing, and so on" I was like what? I did not signed up for this old man but but but, on a side note, administration work is tough and they could give me a different prospect in working life as "Dunia pekerjaan ni sangat berbeza dengan degree yang awak ada sekarang"


We get quite a long lecture on history, departments in Malaysia, and stuff in the morning I almost fall asleep geez office work definitely not Afika. Aha! We. you are not alone~ Going to spend these 3 months of training with the same FYP partners :) Fahidah and Hazlin. Together with Tarmizi. To be truth, I did not even sent out the application. well you guys could guess kan? HAHAHA  yup that lazy :p

In the afternoon, we went for site visit. PPBGL, c&p from their Facebook page:

 is a 120 acres research facility consisting of an administration building, lecture halls, meeting rooms, accommodation, farmyard area, aquarium, nursery, mushroom house and composting area. There is also a beautiful lake, playing field and a nearby hill that can be used for trekking. In the past, there have been sighting of wild boars and tigers too! The nearest town to this facility is the small town of Kuala Klawang situated 10 kilometers away.

And this site visit is not meant for jalan jalan only. We were given a task to discuss and present what else could we do in terms of generating income, administration, and etc about the area. First day of intern and works haha tiring enough but thats life kan hmmmpphh. Given only 3 days to generate idea and presentation would be in front of all the staffs during meeting. Aaahh face palm!



Picture above were taken during Iftar at Penjara. 

Internship: Second Day

Briefing in the morning and lectures again and this time, I did tertidur hahahaha. Later on, we did a little auditing and inventory as PPBGL ordered few things. Petang pulak we continue doing the slide show for the presentation. For berbuka, this time, we went to rumah En. Azman in Senawang which took us freaking 2 hours to get there. Nasib baik bukan wa yang drive kalau tak memang ke longkang lah cerita dia. The road here is one hell of rollercoster but as always, I managed to fall asleep kahkahkah bangga pulak. Full and bloated, we get to PPBGL at 2am.

Our room is only above the admin building. One thing for sure, no traffic jam in here because its kosong kosong kosong in here. Here some preview of our hostel. Daripada Form 1 memang tak pernah lari dari duduk asrama. The good thing is, its freeeeeee Alhamdulillah.






Internship: Third Day

Did some correction on yesterday work, slide again, and here, writing this stuff. Orang nogori panggil ni, handau! mengular hang tau dak. dah dok tau nok buat nape. Macam ni lah agaknya kerja pejabat ye dok? Belum isi lagi log book. Its the third day already. Blogging sempat pulak lol


okayyyyyyy. later!
xoxo

Degree Life: Tales to Tell

ma·rine
/məˈrēn/
adjective
adjective: marine

  1. 1.
    of, found in, or produced by the sea.
    "marine plants"
    synonyms:seawaterseasaltwateroceanic
    • of or relating to shipping or naval matters.
      "marine insurance"
      synonyms:maritimenauticalnaval
    bi·ol·o·gy
    /bīˈäləjē/
    noun
    noun: biology; noun: biol.
    1. the study of living organisms, divided into many specialized fields that cover their morphology, physiology, anatomy, behavior, origin, and distribution.
      • the plants and animals of a particular area.
        "the biology of Chesapeake Bay"
      • the physiology, behavior, and other qualities of a particular organism or class of organisms.
        "human biology"


MARINE BIOLOGY = STUDY OF THE SEA

Assalamualaikum. Hi guys!

Myth 1: You need to be a biology student to enroll this course.
Reality: I took physical science during my matriculation years and one of my friend here took nursing before.

Here are some sciences notes (Important) on Bachelor of Science (Marine Biology). My point of view will come later. You will:

Graduating in 3 years (6 semester)
Completing at least 127 credit hours (compulsory to graduate)
Studying in School of Marine Science and Environmental Science
Having loads of fun!


So, as what i have promised you guys few days back, here are some glimpse of how being BioM student looks like. Anyhow, that is what we called ourselves, budak BioM and sciences students here are known to be the most selekeh students especially BioM and I really don't know how they get those ideas since I feel fab wearing jeans and shirt every day duhh so I'm here to object! lol. Speaking of attire, BioM is practically known to have lots of field work. We went to beaches, islands, mudflats, UMT's mengabang, nature parks, swamps, estuaries, marine parks, KLCC etc well this is basically based on the courses taken and elective subject we chose. hence, most appropriate attire for us would be old jeans (ready to be thrown out in case anything happen), sports attire, and rubber shoe if you must. You will found the importance of this shoe as you read along the subjects taken down below.

moving on to the subjects, here are the list of subjects taken by me these three(3) years. Some of them are electives and some of them are the core of this degree. 

1st Year: Botany Aquatic, Basic Microbiology, Introduction to Marine Science, Aquatic Methods and Instrumentation, Ethnic Relation, Islamic Civilization and Asian Civilization// Biochemistry, Genetics, Bilogy of Aquatic Invertebrate II, Marine Vertebrates Biology, Biostatistics, Malaysian Nationhood.

2nd Year: Coral Reef Biology, Field Course, Ichtyophysiology, Estuarine & Mangrove Ecology, Biological Oceanography, Public Speaking // Planktonology, Aquatic Pollution, Academic Writing Skills, KPSM, Marine Ecology, Marine Biotechnology.

3rd Year: Marine Biodiversity & Conservation, Eco-physiology of Aquatic Organisms, Fish parasitology, English for Occupational Purposes, Basic Entrepreneurship, Environmental Impact Analysis, Aquatic Law & Policy, Environmental Science: Issues and Global Perspective, Final Year Project, Internship.

Yup!
It gets difficult every semester but it does get easier as you go along, having good time completing all those endless assignments, lab reports, presentations. Did i mention we have loads of them and tons of other tasks? HAHAHA believe me, it was all worth it. I had cups of coffee though. They literally my blood right now!

Now,
As year goes, these won't be the same subjects that you will be taking. There might be changes here and there but roughly it is quite the same

Myth 2: Take up only electives that have relation to Marine Biology
Reality: Take up as many subjects as you want as long as they are not burdensome

Pin this down! the most popular elective would be Scuba which will provide you cheap payment for diving licence! but but but, there will be some tests before you are allowed to enroll this subject. well hm, you need to know how to swim which of course I failed HAHAHA but but but you can still dive with a little expensive amount under UMT.

The best part when I first came here is of course Pulau Bidong. BUT don't get it wrong. Pulau Bidong is NOT belongs to UMT, this island is under UMT supervision because one of UMT's research station is situated there so I got the chance to go there twice. Once for water confidence and stuff and second time for our fieldwork (a week). You will get more chances to go here if you are an excellent diver!

 

As an advice, equip yourself with loads of skills during degree years. Choosing marine biology has taught me a lot in terms of social skills, teamwork, confidence, and not to mention new fascinating facts (eh this one is not skill lol). Anyhow, it is experience of a life time! To put these in one post is not enough so I"ll update this again later if you guys have any question. Ouh btw, our club is known to be Marina Club. BioM student automatically will join in as a member.


Thank you for these amazing wonderful 3 years of my life. Honestly, I don't even know if I will ever survive this battle without you guys. I know I'm always out and away for rowing training and stuff and I know it is my lost for not able to know you guys in deep. The regret is mine. Thank you Sharu for being my first friend here, saying hi when I'm all lost. You're still the best exciting friend! Thank you Tan, Joyce, hajar, Shi Yan, Sophian, Kak Ain and Meor for wonderful presentation we had through 1st and 2nd year. Seriously you guys are the best when it comes to presentation and reports. I had my joyous moments with you guys! and I miss those honestly. Thank you Abol for guiding me through out my journey here. Thank you also to Lin, Fahidah and Mizi for idk, almost everything!

Afika Nordin
Counting days to end my Degree years
*Applause gais please please please lol*

Will be leaving Terengganu more or less in 52 days.
I have few days for weekend and then I'll off for my Internship
I'm sorry I didn't stay true to my words
It has been three months since I last blog
So let me just highlight few events 

Finish my Final Year Project with tears and blood
Hiked Gunung Stong
Been to few places I've never been
Met my ayah after what? 2 years?
Win two indoor rowing races- UTHM and Monsoon Cup

well I guess I didn't actually do much HAHAHA

Anyhow, it's a week of FYP presentation
but mine would be on 5th of May (1 week to go)
I just finished my slides yesterday phewwww
For the record, I never slacked in any of my presentation
but I have chills for this one as for my data is not that good
Ready to catch some bullets on that day!
*turn on kungfu fighting song

Later!
How could something so touch and go
leave me feeling so euphoric inside?
Why did everything I ever wanted to prove
to be nothing more then something I couldn't have?
I felt emptier than I've ever felt before
It takes everything I have in me not to cry

It was beautiful. 
Happiness and sadness were all beautiful

Dammit. I really want to believe in that.
I don't know what is happening to me
that I lose self control. Anger sadness
They are too overwhelming.
I don't want to live in denial but honestly,
I hate the truth.

Keep telling myself not to hold these grudges
Its been years and I supposed everyone forgets already
It just me, living in the past. Why?
I just won't sit still until things are resolved
I want answer in every question
I want people to be honest with me
Conclude. Wrap up.
Be the man you claim to be
Was it that hard to put things in their place?

I know sometime I pressured myself
Overthinking and all. It just it
Reality kills and truth bites


The places where you have your biggest challenges 
is the place where you have most to give

The world is. This place is.


AAxPenang

Hi. this post was meant to be written like 2 month ago
Tapi biasalah Fika kan selalu acah-acah busy gosh haha










So, here we go
Met this guy at PLKN in 2012
I don't even talked to to him back then
I seriously don't remember why we are still in touch
Much probably because we're both using blackberry (okay sila gelak)











When I was in Matriculation, he was the one;
Giving me courage, saying everything will be fine
At that moment I'm just too tired living away from home.
Ouh forgot to mention, he was in KMNS but
After 2month he left for, MAS training somewhere in Subang
(After all nasihat he gave me to stay in matric he left. Irony lol)

And after that, we only contact each other through
Facebook( very rarely ) and twitter (once a month?)











Blablablablabla....
We finally met after 3 years 5 months
A bad smoker he became which doesn't look good on him
Merely because of his face. We even called him Jambu in PLKN.
So I guess you should know why.

Anyway, we went for a short trip to Penang yeayyyyy!
Its was all Escape Park, Makan, Makan, RM1 air botol, and Makan lulz
The best part was, coincidentally, It was Mid-Autumn Festival
(I hope you get great pictures of the night)
And the dormitory was great. He insisted to have a room with foreigner.
Apa-apalah afif.




Seriously, 2days 1night is not enough
Lets plan a better one okay next time.

"Don't let the salt get in our eyes
Don't let the ghost get in our hearts
There are sweet memories in the corner of my mind
They are telling me to throw up
All the things that I want to hide

That we're having fun in the daytime
We'll chase the stars in the nighttime
And we'll take the sun in the morning

We just don't care if they see us fall"

(AG, 2011)


AfikaNordin :)

Oh there's a very pleasant side to you - Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor

hai :)

tak lama lagi batch seterusnya akan ganti tempat kiteorang pulak so welcome to my juniors or should i say our junior since my sister is the first batch and i was the third batch at Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor and insyaAllah you guys will see me again there. eh no, im not PDT-ians. i assigned my name as one of the facilitators..i havent confirm it yet but insyaAllah (twice already fyka).


kalau dapat bilik aku, nie lah pemandangan nya :)
AP3-T3-12


so been there and done that. been through the matriculation life and so on..so my advice first and foremost, for Minggu Pendaftaran Pelajar Baru (MPPB)

1. Datang awal kalau korang ak bilik bawah lah. dulu akak ni datang lambat padahal rumah dekat je so, selama setahun terpaksa lah mendaki tingkat 3 tuh. dah lama memang tak rasa tapi masa minggu mppb, dah lah kena berlari sana sini..memang penat jugak lah lagi lagi kalau korang jenis tido mati.

2. Beli setem hasil awalawal (sebab akak datang lambat) pagi pagi dah kena beratur dekat pejabat pos and it aint cool at all

3. Girls, dont wear heels. masa akak datang akak pakai heels tapi bila dah kena hantar barang naik atas hmm terus tukar pakai sneakers

4. Iron baju awal awal. jangan sampai sana baru nak iron. at least sediakan for the whole week sebab korang confirm penat and bila sampai bilik mesti nak baring je.

5. Minerals and bread . always always always bring it in your bag. no matter how much you hate minerals water and wheat, damn its like hunger games here bro. you got no time babe. macam korang duduk asrama lah kan, kita kan buat stock makanan dalam locker..to those who used to live at hostel, keep up that habit

6. Fan. hand fan, kipas pakai battery tu pun boleh. Matrik ni matrik baru no. we have no trees and we have no aircond in the hall..imagine you gonna spend most of your time in the hall. lencun wa cakap sama lu. so fan.

petang di KMS. capture masa minggu MPPB lah nie..
panas ouh tapi okay lah :)

7. Phones or Watch. time like usual, we like punctuality lagi lagi minggu torturing nie kan. faci suka sangat cari salah korang. ada sekali tuh akak kena berdiri sebelah kaki sebab turun lambat..nak buat camne, satu bilik tido mati. perempuan ragging tak teruk lah kut, lelaki hmmm tanya abang faci nanti okay kihkihkih


*maaf ye, abang sebelah datang jual tudung pulak..ape ke peliknya kan, okay sambung*


8. Practicum-mate or Roomate or anyone. Kalau boleh stick together dengan mereka mereka ni. takut nanti sesat ke bosan ke or paling menakutkan kalau hilang kunci..tak takut mana pun tapi malas nak cari diorang nanti. ha! save no. phone mereka mereka ini. kenali lah rakan kelas anda sebab ada sorang mamat kat kelas kau salah kelas for a week -______-"

9. Cool. stay cool all the time tapi jangan bajet pulak lain dah tuh..korang buat je benda gila gila macam korang selalu buat. masa dengar ceramah kalau nak tido, tido. kalau korang jenis yang cepat gabra and kalut, lupakan niat korang tuh eh sebab most of the rules will be delivered tapi kat buku ada je tulis. no worries :)

10. Friendly. time ni lah korang boleh buat kawan sebenarnya. tegur je seberapa banyak orang yang korang boleh..sebab, diorang ni lah yang korang akan ajak main futsal, bola tampar, rugby, netball and even cycling petang petang nanti. memang tak rugi buat kawan nanti jumpa jugak kat universiti

ouh and also. matric card and the whole pack of 1 sem schedule :)
good luck guys!
okay budak asrama dulu tak payah risau sebab tak suruh pakai tudung jahit tengah pun kat sini
and korang bebas pakai tudung selain putih, hitam and cream tuh okay lulz
just masa sesi orientasi wajib pakai tudung yang KMS kasi
and boys you guys have to wear KMS's tie (its red and okay lah kut. kut lah)
well nasihat yang kurang berwibawa ni dibawakan khas oleh saya :)
we will meet there para junior sekalian. till then. Assalamualaikum and chowz
and believe me, its gonna be fun there ^^v

mardy bum- arctic monkey

signed,
fykakim

A World Apart But They Don't Make A Sound



bismillahirrahmannnirrahim :)
praise to Him whom always be here in my heart, InsyaAllah.
semoga segala titik hitam di dalam hati ini dapat dihilangkan dan diganti dengan nur cahayaNya.


setelah hampir berminggu minggu nak pilih tajuk untuk perucapan awam,
akhirnya teks yang telah dirangka berjaya disampaikan dengan baik. maybe :p
mula mula tu pecah kepala jugak nak pilih tajuk so aku start tanya kawan kawan
and the best choice to ask is Faizie sebab dia dapat best speaker the previous week,
aku tanya larh macam mana dia boleh pilih tajuk for what he gonna talk
and he said, do something you like that you are keen of..know your strength.
once a upon a time..cewahhh faizie duduk bilik sam masa sam main gitar then,
dia dapat ilham nak buat pasal musik so that is what delivered last time.


so i decided to poet and talk about something everyone obsess of (including me) which is LOVE
when i said, "pada hari ini saya menyampaikan ucapan yang bertajuk CINTA" 
muka semua orang sumpah macam tak boleh bla giler..ada muka confuse, muka excited
muka minah-nie-gatal-dowh, seronok sebenarnya duduk kat depan tengok expression semua orang :)
continue "sebelum itu, saya akan mendeklamasikan sebuah sajak" yeay orang tepuk tangan!

menurutku..
cinta adalah kekuatan
yang mampu mengubah duri menjadi mawar
mengubah cuka menjadi anggur
megubah malang menjadi untung
mengubah sedih menjadi riang
mengubah setan menjadi nabi
mengubah iblis menjadi malaikat
mengubah sakit menjadi sihat
mengubah bakhil menhajadi dermawan
mengubah kandang menjadi taman
mengubah penjara menjadi istana
mengubah amarah menjadi ramah
mengubah musibbah menjadi muhibbah
itulah cinta

*clapclapclap* Me: leklu, tak habis lagi hehehe

sekalipun cinta telah kuuraikan
dan kujelaskan panjang lebar
namun jika cinta kudatangi
aku jadi malu pada keterangan ku sendiri
meskipunlidahku telah mampu menguraikan
namun tanpa lidah, cinta ternyata lebih terang
sementara pena begitu tergesa gesa menuliskannya
kata kata pecah berkeping keping begitu sampai kepada cinta
dalam menguraikan cinta
akal terbaring tidak terdaya
bvagaikan keldai terbaring dalam lumpur
cinta sendirilah yang menerangkan cinta dan percintaan


sajak Puisi Tentang Erti Cinta ini telah dipetik dari novel Ketika Cinta Bertasbih hasil karya Habiburrahman El-shirazy dan novel ini telah diadaptasi kepada sebuah filem pada tahun 2009 dengan tajuk yang sama. i havent watch the film or read the book but i have seen the part where the poem is being recite :)
ouh yeah..i love poem so much that i can even cry when i read it. the poet was saying that love is undefined, very pure and deep than u can imagine

back to my speech, then i talk about 8 jenis yang disebut dalam Al-quran dan hadis
semua ini boleh dibaca dekat blog nie..the source of all the point i delivered just now..please, feel free to open this site *click here*

Ibn Qayyum pernah berkata,

 "cinta tidak boleh didefinasikan dengan jelas, 
bahkan bila didefinasikan tidak menghasilkan sesuatu melainkan 
menambah kabur dan tidak jelas. (bererti) definasinya adalah cinta itu sendiri"

(madarajus salikin)

kitab ini membahaskan tentang thariqah iaallah (perjalanan menuju Allah). ingatlah, sesungguhnya,
apa yang kita lakukan pada hari ini, semuanya adalah untuk mencari keredhaan Allah swt. ya diri ini penuh dengan kekhilafan masa lalu dan diri ini juga sedang menyusuri perjalanan untuk memperbaiki setiap inci diri yang serba kekurangan dan mungkin hanya mampu untuk berkata kata bagi mengingatkan insan lain..insyaAllah, bersama sama lah kita berusaha untuk mencarti dan merasai nikmat iman dan islam yang telak dikurniakan. perkara pertama yang harus kita lakukan adalah mencintai Allah swt sebelum mencintai insan lain..cintailah seseorang yang mampu membawa kita menemuinya dan cinta ini haruslah cinta yang diredhai Allah swt..mungkin agak sukar bagi kita mengejar dan mencari erti sebuah cinta oleh itu, mulakanlah langkah kita sebagai hambaNya dengan mencintaiNya terlebih dahulu..InsyaAllah akan Allah pertemukan diri dengan seseorang yang juga mencintai dirinya..

back to the speech thingy, i was honoured as best speaker of the day. madam kata aku nampak bersedia but frankly speaking, i wasnt..i just blurted out everything on my mind and trying to catch every sense coming out my mouth at the same time because it was unplanned..undeniable, i was holding myself from crying when i delivered those speech because i know, i wasnt up to that level to talk about the real meaning of love..and when i recall back what i've done in my previous years, nayy..just remember,

Allah lah yang memegang hati manusia. Dia juga yang memberikan rasa cinta. 
maka selayaknya, dialah yang kita cintai dahulu


insyaAllah dipermudahkan hidup :)


with love,
fykakim



i love you more than you'll ever know- never shout never 





the more i think about the more i want to let you know


what have you touched?
what are you holding onto?
what are you trying to reach?
what would you do when its in your hand?

when you let me
when it happen ,
xoxo

MUET AND BLABBERS

there you go, my MUET result!


Nina said, most of ex-skaespeare only managed to get band 4
kind of surprised actually because I know the rest are damn good
Mine is only lower band 4
But Madam Nadriah said, band 4 is band 4 so no worry
They wont check whether its lower or higher
Psst so I can pursue medic larh macam ni hiks!
*Tak dapat 4flat ada hati nak ambil medic*
I'm thinking of engineering but all in all
We must have backup plan. Arent we ?
so, with band 4, I can take up TESL
However, my one of my friend asked,

"What will you be if u take up TESL?"

To be honest, I was taken aback with that question.
Asked myself trilion of time. What will I be eh beside being a teacher or lecturer ?

"I dont know, ambassador kot"
*insincere laugh*"

Memang tak lawak pun statement tu. Sajeje gelak *shrug
anyway, what do you think TESL-ian would be?

Anyway, some of my friends are having band 2 and 3
so they are going to re-seat for the paper
Most of them are high achiever, 4Flat and stuff
Tapi muet tak lepas. Its a loss lah kan
bukan tak lepas, tapi tak cantik lah kan result.
I'll pray for your success 

I got the lowest in the writing
The essay was damn terrible and it was on

WOMAN MAKES BETTER LEADER THAN MAN
GIVE YOUR OPINION

I was like, dammit! What should I write? All the examples leading to man are better
Cisciscis mana boleh kalah dengan lelaki. Unfair!
Seems like I need to lower down my ego lol
I bet all the boys were smirking answering this gosh!

with insincere heart, hold up my pen and start writing
and I know its going to be extremely nonsense
and all the points given aren't good enough 
and it can easily be questioned
and I was very sleepy, my mind wandering around
and who cares bout the paper anyway..its the last day of school that time
nobody gives a shit

what done is done
okay, dah malas nak fikir
actually, I'm thinking about re-seating too
but I have to pay RM100, ehh takde kerja aku nak ambil
Baik aku pi makan ke lol

I need to stop here for Zuhur
Then I have to go for dance training
I'm no good at it..AT ALL! I'm all stiff
What to do. Dah ter-sign in pulak
and sekarang nie ada training for tarian tradisional pulak
me is so dead..dulu menari pun tarian piring je kut
sekarang nak berzapin, berjoget and macam2 larh
okay, terpanjang pulak..kbye
Assalamualaikum

xoxo,
fykakim :)

its great to be part of family














im just to lazyyyyy to edit the pictures
so let it be larh
theres still loads more
next time je :*

assalamualaikum :)










THE JOURNEY ENDED

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ^^v

WOW!
DAH TUKAR INTERFACE BARU
TAK TAW LARH SEJAK BILA DIA TUKAR SINCE AKU DAH LAMA TAK BUAT ENTRY KAN
IM STEALING MY SLEEP TIME JUST TO MAKE THIS
ESOK KALAU TIDO DALAM KELAS..
KITA SALAHKAN BLOG NIE OKAY..HAHAHAHA (WTV)

TAKDE CERITA LATEST PUN,
JUST NAK BUAT SAMBUNGAN ENTRY AKU YANG DAH BERKURUN WHICH ARE..


IF KORANG DAH BACA BOTH OF THE ENTRY,
THEN YOU WILL KNOW THE RESULT NOW

SEMALAM AKU KEMAS2 LACI AND SANGAT MALANGNYA
AKU TERJUMPA SURAT NIE..LAGI..AGAIN

ENTITLE:
            PEPERIKSAAN SPM TAHUN 2011
            KEPUTUSAN SEMAK SEMULA

I STUMBLE UPON THIS LETTER AGAIN,
FEELING LIKE TEARING IT INTO PIECES 
BUT I JUST CANT DO THAT
I MUST LEARN TO EXCEPT THE REALITY
REALITY HURTS..YEAH I KNOW THAT --"
ANYWAY, IT STATED

DENGAN SUKACITANYA, PERKARA DIATAS DIRUJUK.
*LETS JUST CUT THE UNIMPORTANT PART*

.....ADALAH DISAHKAN BAHAWA KEPUTUSAN SEMAK SEMULA PUAN ADALAH KEKAL SEPERTI DI SLIP KEPUTUSAN PEPERIKSAAN SPM 2011


PART YANG AKU TAK PUAS HATINYA,
ADA KE PATUT DIA TULIS 'DENGAN SUKACITANYA'
MEMANG AKU SUKA LARH PULAK KANN..SELEKEH PUNYA SURAT
PASTUH BOLD KAN PULAK KEKAL TUH --"

SO SAYA NASIHATKAN, TAK PAYAH RECHECK
BUAT SAKIT HATI JE
TAKDE LARH..KALAU BOLEH, BUATLARH
MANA TAHU ADA REZEKI PAPER SALAH TANDA KE KANN
MAYBE IM JUST NOT LUCKY ENOUGH..HAHA

YANG BAGUSNYA,
IT DOES NOT TAKE A LONG TIME BEFORE THE RESULT KELUAR
ITS ONLY AFTER A MONTH I SENT IN THE BORANG RECHECK
AGAK TERKEJUT LARH BILA SURAT TUH SAMPAI RUMAH
NASIB BAIK AKU ADA KAT RUMAH TIME TUH
SO..TAKDE LARH ORANG LAIN BACA DULU

THE BEST PART IS,
MY MUM STILL DOESNT NO BOUT THE LETTER
SEE..IM A GOOD SECRET KEEPER
*FLIP TUDUNG BACK AND FORTH*

OKAY LARH
NAK TIDO
ESOK ADA KELAS ACTUALLY
AND YEAHH..WE HAVE CHOIR COMPETITION !!!
WISH SM2K1 THE VERY BEST LUCK
MAY FORCE ALWAYS BE WITH US

GO SIMPLE CHOIR MOTION !!
*THATS OUR TEAM NAME*
COOL ISNT IT..HAHAHAHA



kangen sama kamu seyh

hye hye hye !
kangen tuh ape ? rindu larh..teehee :D
seriously aku rindu kem
rindu hidup kurang bermasalah tuh
rindu nak pakai baju kelas
rindu nak menari before masuk kelas
rindu nak minum mochaa hari hari
rindu borak jarak jauh dalam kelas
rindu nak tegak tengah panas pakai baju loreng
rindu syamim syuhada amdan :'(
banyak benda larh aku ridu pasal kem
3 bulan tuh memang sumpah bermakna for my whole life
every moment precious giler
































hahaha..
kalau boleh sume gambar aku nak letak :')
nie pulak wallpaper fon aku
tak boleh tukar..sayangggg sangatt
pernah tukar gak few times..
tapi lepas tuh mesti tukar balik :')
rasa cam lesbo pulak kann
tapi nak cakap jugakk
aku rindu ko mim :)