Moonlight

How could something so touch and go
leave me feeling so euphoric inside?
Why did everything I ever wanted to prove
to be nothing more then something I couldn't have?
I felt emptier than I've ever felt before
It takes everything I have in me not to cry

It was beautiful. 
Happiness and sadness were all beautiful

Dammit. I really want to believe in that.
I don't know what is happening to me
that I lose self control. Anger sadness
They are too overwhelming.
I don't want to live in denial but honestly,
I hate the truth.

Keep telling myself not to hold these grudges
Its been years and I supposed everyone forgets already
It just me, living in the past. Why?
I just won't sit still until things are resolved
I want answer in every question
I want people to be honest with me
Conclude. Wrap up.
Be the man you claim to be
Was it that hard to put things in their place?

I know sometime I pressured myself
Overthinking and all. It just it
Reality kills and truth bites


The places where you have your biggest challenges 
is the place where you have most to give

The world is. This place is.